as im typing this, my ipod is finally updating itself after i had to restore it. yesterday while it was still broken i went to work and listened to my old cds, and its pretty pathetic how reliant ive become on technology.

my eyes are all gooey and unable to focus on the screen.

T-minus 10 days until the big move, and the little pit that was in my stomach has turned itself into some no-joke anxiety. I have a lot less money than i had planned, and a lot less time to prepare myself for it. Logic would say that when money is tight and life in unorganized, you should be frugal and clean up, but instead i eat out everyday and havent changed the garbage in my room for over a month. Also, i went dress-up-clothing shopping with heather on monday, and didnt last for more than 20 minutes before i put my pile of clothing down and walked out of the store in a panic.

also, ive got the sickenss.

ive been working on and off on my zine, and id really like to have it finished and printed before we go. Most of this relies on BT kalble.
anyone with some recipes they'd like me to put in there should get at me.

yesterday, i accomplished the impossible at work; i finally figured out how to make vegan mozzarella sticks. Finding a believeable cheese that melts and making the breading stick were daunting, but my end product was pretty awesome and held together amazingly. its pretty cool getting paid to eat all day, even if btb is craaaazy. ive also been getting paid to learn and master dutch grammar, een dat is zou vrolijk. hep je de duizeligheid? Nee, ik heb de hookikoorts een zij is misselijk.

long island tomorrow!